sunny day, put plants outside
cleaned under plants... then dusted... I had no energy when I woke up but evidently somehow I'm doing spring cleaning. I'm only halfway done, if that

the kitchen lightbulb burnt out today coincidentally. asked roommate if we had extra. he said no, but strangely said he'd go buy and replace it. whoa. we have several dead light bulbs and he hasn't replaced them in years. he actually replaced them all today... very weird

anyway, the one in the kitchen is bright blue now. it seems like all the nightlights in the kitchen are also now permanently on because of it. I do not know if I like this

If my wife starts spring cleaning, I know I'm in deep shit for something.

Is this about that samosa incident?

@donkulator no but he should be moving out soon. he's ruled the place this whole time. now he's "treating me better" so maybe my spring cleaning and re organization will actually stick

I get inspired to clean / repair stuff when I see other people do the same.

@lorentz good

but I feel this is evil

but now I know how it works. he feels guilty and does it. but I asked him for 6 years to clean up after himself and that makes me abusive, so he said. but if I clean in front of him he will feel guilty and do it, which is how his mom did it but that's not abusive somehow. gross.

I don't experience such guilt. I refused to manipulate him knowing he probably would. now I don't care anymore though. it's gross though. to me, anyway. plus I just did it cuz I was sensing he is backing off and won't ruin the things I fix this time. I organized the cupboards 4 times one year and he literally would take stuff out and throw them back in. what a fucking cunt. that's nice he feels guilty. maybe he should've felt guilty about just being a shitty human being though

also yes sorry I somehow got triggered. whatever